Tuesday, May 13, 2014
Denied in Chastity Again
Well Goddess Jenna didn't edge me last night. I guess not every night can be all sex, sex, sex. Last night my balls did get blue. When I am this horny, just being around my wife can give me a case of blue balls. This morning I woke up and they were not blue anymore but if I look at some Femdom porn it wouldn't take long. It is kinda weird that my balls can be so big and not blue. Goddess Jenna has promised to let me out and play with me tonight but the rules are still no cumming. I know she will probably let me cum sometime this week (hopefully, she really likes denying me). Right now she says she wants to see how big she can get them and that she wants them so sore that I will be barely able to walk. Unfortunately for me Goddess Jenna also likes Ballbusting to some degree when every we do anything sexual (I also love it, just not when my balls are so sore I can barely walk!). This means that I know that when I do have balls so swollen that I can barely walk, she is going to tie me down and smack my balls a few times before letting me out. This hurts even more because the cage holds the balls in place and they have no where to go when hit. It will be pure agony for me because when they get that sore the last thing I want is a Ballbusting. However, they are her balls and she has no problem reminding me of that constantly. Here is a picture update of Goddess Jenna's balls this morning.
Monday, May 12, 2014
My experience living a Female Led Relationship.
I am a male submissive of 30 years old and living very happily married to my wife, "Goddess Jenna". We met when I was 22 years old in a bar and she was 28 years old at the time.
For as far as I can remember sexually, I have always been attracted to strong women who know how to handle themselves. Our relationship did not start out as a FLR. It took years before we got to where we are now. When we first met, I didn't tell my wife I was into femdom or anything about my submissive fantasies. Only until we were together for 1 - 2 years did I tell her about my fantasies and when I look back on it, I am glad I didn't rush things. Introducing this lifestyle right away to some vanilla women is a sure way to scare them off. I think it has to be introduced slowly so she can see how it can benefit her and not be all about you, you, you/what you want. For us we established a loving relationship first and then I started introducing/mentioning female domination in the bedroom. I am sure there are plenty of different ways people meet and develop FLR s, and there is probably no one correct way to go about it. We welcome any questions, comments, or thoughts you have about it on this blog.
Currently my wife has had me living almost 24/7 in a custom Jailbird chastity cage for the last month and she loves it. I am only allowed out on special occasions like when we visit family. She is always in control but takes the time to listen to any of my requests and then decides if I have a good reason for being let out.
Being in chastity is not an easy lifestyle for the male but also requires a level of responsibility for the female. For a relationship like this to work, the female has to be attracted to this kind of thing because she needs to do things like, keep track of the primary key, keep track of the emergency key, physically get the key to let me out, and manage my sex life.
When I am locked up it is easy for me to feel forgotten about, especially when my Goddess is not feeling sexual. For example, Goddess Jenna is not very sexual for the week she is on her period. This can be challenging because when a male is locked up for long periods without release, he is in a constant state of arousal and unable to stop thinking about his partner, his cock, or his increasingly bigger and bigger balls. Additionally, his Goddess may not want all the sexual attention the male feels like giving. It is very hard for me to be around Goddess Jenna and not touch her, and express my perpetual love and longing for her.
Ultimately, chastity has been good for our relationship and I find myself more motivated than ever to serve my wife and our relationship. I have a constant burning passion for her and I am willing to do anything she asks of me. I even find my self anticipating her needs to make her life easier and I can't wait to be around her, spend time with her, and touch/be with her.
Last Friday I couldn't wait for Goddess Jenna to get home to start our weekend together. After she got home from work I asked her if she would like a pedicure and of course she was happy to accept my offer. My wife has very beautiful feet and it really turns me on when she allows me to touch them. For you guys reading this, giving pedicures is one of the ultimate ways to pamper your better half. For us it is something we both enjoy so everybody wins. I get to feel close and sensual to my Goddess and she gets to relax and feel pampered by her man. Its little things like this that make life and our relationship so amazing.
If you have any questions about Male chastity or FLR just comment and I will answer as soon as possible. Also, if you are not into FLR, Femdom, or Chastity. Please leave this blog. There is no need for negative comments.
For as far as I can remember sexually, I have always been attracted to strong women who know how to handle themselves. Our relationship did not start out as a FLR. It took years before we got to where we are now. When we first met, I didn't tell my wife I was into femdom or anything about my submissive fantasies. Only until we were together for 1 - 2 years did I tell her about my fantasies and when I look back on it, I am glad I didn't rush things. Introducing this lifestyle right away to some vanilla women is a sure way to scare them off. I think it has to be introduced slowly so she can see how it can benefit her and not be all about you, you, you/what you want. For us we established a loving relationship first and then I started introducing/mentioning female domination in the bedroom. I am sure there are plenty of different ways people meet and develop FLR s, and there is probably no one correct way to go about it. We welcome any questions, comments, or thoughts you have about it on this blog.
Currently my wife has had me living almost 24/7 in a custom Jailbird chastity cage for the last month and she loves it. I am only allowed out on special occasions like when we visit family. She is always in control but takes the time to listen to any of my requests and then decides if I have a good reason for being let out.
Being in chastity is not an easy lifestyle for the male but also requires a level of responsibility for the female. For a relationship like this to work, the female has to be attracted to this kind of thing because she needs to do things like, keep track of the primary key, keep track of the emergency key, physically get the key to let me out, and manage my sex life.
When I am locked up it is easy for me to feel forgotten about, especially when my Goddess is not feeling sexual. For example, Goddess Jenna is not very sexual for the week she is on her period. This can be challenging because when a male is locked up for long periods without release, he is in a constant state of arousal and unable to stop thinking about his partner, his cock, or his increasingly bigger and bigger balls. Additionally, his Goddess may not want all the sexual attention the male feels like giving. It is very hard for me to be around Goddess Jenna and not touch her, and express my perpetual love and longing for her.
Ultimately, chastity has been good for our relationship and I find myself more motivated than ever to serve my wife and our relationship. I have a constant burning passion for her and I am willing to do anything she asks of me. I even find my self anticipating her needs to make her life easier and I can't wait to be around her, spend time with her, and touch/be with her.
Last Friday I couldn't wait for Goddess Jenna to get home to start our weekend together. After she got home from work I asked her if she would like a pedicure and of course she was happy to accept my offer. My wife has very beautiful feet and it really turns me on when she allows me to touch them. For you guys reading this, giving pedicures is one of the ultimate ways to pamper your better half. For us it is something we both enjoy so everybody wins. I get to feel close and sensual to my Goddess and she gets to relax and feel pampered by her man. Its little things like this that make life and our relationship so amazing.
If you have any questions about Male chastity or FLR just comment and I will answer as soon as possible. Also, if you are not into FLR, Femdom, or Chastity. Please leave this blog. There is no need for negative comments.
Denied in Chastity
Last Saturday, my balls were finally getting big and blue. My wife edged me twice and locked me back up. Yesterday she edged me and had me give her oral worship to an orgasm before edging me again with a hand job. My cock was really hard and unfortunately I announced, "I am on the Edge!" too late. I knew I was beyond the point of no return. The only thing I could think of was to quickly grab the head of my cock really hard and tell my wife, "Grab it, grab it and squeeze hard! We are going to wait this out...". Some of my cum slowly leaked out but I can't even give it the credit of a ruined orgasm as I felt No Release and certainly no pleasure. My wife (AKA Goddess Jenna), was not happy as I tried to explain this to her but she counts it as an orgasm anyway. This morning I don't have blue balls but they are still big and I am still horny. I am sure that if they are edged tonight I will have big achy balls.
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